Bipolar.

SO.

Some days, I can seriously feel like I want to fall off the face of the earth, and some days, like today, I just feel like I'm on top of the world. Not literally, but you know. Whatever. I'm starting to learn that only you decide if you're going to be happy or not.

I wish I had more days like this. I wish everyone was this happy all the time. It'd be nice. There would be probably be world peace, and definitely less suicides, ha. But you know what, I think people people get to choose to be happy or not. Outside sources definitely play a role in one's happiness as well, but .. for the most part, I think you decide your own happiness.

So what? Something bad happened to you. You got your heart broken. It happens. It happens all of the time. Yeah, it hurts. But people move on. 6,706,993,151 people in the world. Do the math. There are billions of other people in the world. Ah, I don't even know what my point is anymore. I guess, there is always a bright side. To everything. You just have to look for it. Sometimes you have to look for it harder. You can either feel sorry for yourself and sulk, or you can move on. Cuhs guess what? Life goes on. No matter what. Moral of the story? You can always be happy. True happiness? It's only a state of mind :) Everyone can have it as long as they try.

Ah, I love when I'm feeling contemplative about life. It's always a good, refreshing experience.

Until next time.

xoxo,
vicki.

Happy Birthday to me (:

I waaaaant!

a htc touch pro (thanks baby)
a nintendo DSi
sephora gift card
VISA gift cards/money :D
hello kitty ANYTHING
a lighted makeup mirror (still! its only $15 @ walmart -__-)
a Macbook (thanks daddy)

Please & thank you =]

* maybe i'll actually write about something later!

Lala.

So, it's like 1:15, and tell me why I always wait til like the veryyy end of my day to update? Oh well :] Well, my hair is growing! Its like past my boobs. FINALLY :]

So, my birthday is in about 16 days! Yay<3 My best friend friend is getting me a sephora card. I decided all I want for my birthday is either money, a sephora OR forever 21 gift card. That's it! Haha, and I want a new phone but babybaby is going to be getting me that one. Isn't it pwetttttty? slflksjdfdsfla I've been waiting for it for quite some time now. But damn, it looks so hot. And I watched youtube videos on it, and it looks ridiculoso! Ooh and I want to order from ELF again. My last order wasn't too bad. Shipping WAS gay but I got everything I ordered. I just want the eyeshadow brush, the powder brush (studio line), blending brush, and some mo' fake eyelashes :] ooh I'm getting those circle lenses ! They are like 14.95 a pair, plus like 5 dollars shipping. I'm so excited :] My glasses should be coming soon, too! Oh & the place I'm getting the contacts isss: sglenses.blogspot.com! ch-ch-check it outtt.

bleh, today was actually really boring. I didn't do much. Except clean & go to church. I'm going to do math homework tomorrow, promise.


And UGH, is it bad that I'm starting to hate my boyfriend's mom?
Oh well.

Semi-short post, sowwwy. Nothing too exciting happening right now.

xoxo,
vicki.

:)

I'm really proud of myself. I've been keeping all my priorities in mind, and I feeeel quite productive.
I GOT A JOB.

A new one, anyways. It's at this company called LeafGuard. I applied as an "appointment setter". Basically, I pick up the phone and set up appointments for people and then enter it into the computer. So that's my part-time job. AND AND AND she asked if I would also want to do part-time home shows where basically the company has stands at like Costco & whatnot, and we talk to people. And i was like sure, why the hell not? And best of all, it's $10.00/hour.

And, I've been really lazy lately when it comes to school. I'm finishing all of my assignments but I'm doing them really last minute. NOT good. However, I am doing really really well. Today (Saturday), I plan to catch up on alllll my math homework. Yay, sike.

Ohhh & my parents & boyfriend said it looks like I've been losing weight. YESSS. Idk, it's so weird. Sometimes, I look in the mirror and think I'm fat, but then other days I'm like damn, I'm lucky I gawt curves. Hmph. I just want my belly and thighs to be smaller :]

Mm, me and hubby baby watched YES MAN! I really wanted to watch Benjamin Button, but shit always gets in the way & that movie is SO long, haha. We went to the mall to watch & we snuck some Johnny Rocket's in the movie theatre cuhs I was reallly hungry. I snuck the burger & fries in my purse & the drink in my shopping bag, LMAO. Baby's too sweet and let me have the burger to myself cuhs he knows I was hungry haha. AND I exchanged the jacket I got my mom that she didn't like & bought myself that jacket to the right, to the right. It was only 17.50! Ahh so cute. It accentuates my waist, and makes my boobs look nice. Hey, if you got it, flaunt it! ;]


Well, I'm off to watch tv until I fall asleep.
Goodnight, world<3

P.S. I hope you enjoyed my first REAL blog ;D

Fresh Start.

So, I decided I'd actually start updating this thing for real. I deleted all my past bullshit posts so I could have a fresh start.


Goals:
Get this new job (my 2nd interview is tomorrow).
Lose 10 pounds.
Get a new puppy.
Get straight A's.
Update this thing EVERY day.