Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Bipolar.

SO.

Some days, I can seriously feel like I want to fall off the face of the earth, and some days, like today, I just feel like I'm on top of the world. Not literally, but you know. Whatever. I'm starting to learn that only you decide if you're going to be happy or not.

I wish I had more days like this. I wish everyone was this happy all the time. It'd be nice. There would be probably be world peace, and definitely less suicides, ha. But you know what, I think people people get to choose to be happy or not. Outside sources definitely play a role in one's happiness as well, but .. for the most part, I think you decide your own happiness.

So what? Something bad happened to you. You got your heart broken. It happens. It happens all of the time. Yeah, it hurts. But people move on. 6,706,993,151 people in the world. Do the math. There are billions of other people in the world. Ah, I don't even know what my point is anymore. I guess, there is always a bright side. To everything. You just have to look for it. Sometimes you have to look for it harder. You can either feel sorry for yourself and sulk, or you can move on. Cuhs guess what? Life goes on. No matter what. Moral of the story? You can always be happy. True happiness? It's only a state of mind :) Everyone can have it as long as they try.

Ah, I love when I'm feeling contemplative about life. It's always a good, refreshing experience.

Until next time.

xoxo,
vicki.

1 comment:

Mina said...

you know i really agree with you with the whole happiness thing. It's weird I came across this blog, because I think it's exactly what i needed to hear today.. so in a weird way thanks =]